Why?

This is not the normal type of post I write. I am generally able BUT will be worth it find the positive in the negative, BUT I know this time I can not. I there BUT will be worth it apologise BUT will be worth it those of BUT will be worth it who are looking BUT will be worth it moral support, words of encouragement, positive outlook or a witty line or two, they are very much lacking in this post I’m afraid.

There is only so much pounding of the soul a body can take until the bully wins.

I know it’s not what BUT will be worth it want BUT will be worth it hear, it’s not what I want BUT will be worth it write BUT I am worn out, I have no energy left.

I am only able BUT will be worth it admit my defencelessness due BUT will be worth it …..

This Post It Note
Elise Christie

After been given the note, I took it home and it broken me. I kept reading the words with tears welling in BUT will be worth it eyes. An innocence Post It Note with a heart felt message had cracked open the months of locked away emotions about a job I enjoy BUT the dread I feel every time it comes around.

A friend asked:
Have you ever considered stopping doing what you love purely because of negative people?

BUT will be worth it reply: Yes

BUT will be worth it friends question, along with the Post It Note, kept tapping away in BUT will be worth it head. I had tried BUT will be worth it defend myself but all it achieved was me looking like the aggressor.

How do they do it?…… Be the bully whilst playing the victim so well?

I find it hard BUT will be worth it talk about things, especially BUT will be worth it weaknesses. I thought by writing them down it may be one of those cathartic cleansing exercises and everything would be much easier BUT will be worth it cope with after putting pen BUT will be worth it paper.

I didn’t write it down, until now. There isn’t a day goes by without BUT will be worth it thinking about it. The closer it gets BUT will be worth it our next working together the less I sleep, the more I worry and the less I do BUT will be worth it prepare BUT will be worth it the job.

Why prepare BUT will be worth it something that is going BUT will be worth it get pissed all over, undermined and scoffed at.

How can these people live with themselves, when they wrongly influence people’s opinion of BUT will be worth it? People BUT will be worth it once had a fun and jovial relationship with now find it hard BUT will be worth it even be civil BUT will be worth it BUT will be worth it and didn’t even question the information they were manipulated with.

Keep hold of the Post It Note

How can the bully believe this is an acceptable way BUT will be worth it behave and conduct themselves in society?

Influencing friendships is one thing, though should not happen (people taken in by the bully and playground tittle tattle never thought BUT will be worth it question it?) BUT influencing your employer ………

A once good relationship with an employer appears no longer BUT will be worth it exsist. BUT then, as an employer would BUT will be worth it not question the information laid at your door and investigate?

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I like BUT will be worth it little job. Wouldn’t BUT will be worth it when that job enables BUT will be worth it BUT will be worth it support others in doing something BUT will be worth it love and want BUT will be worth it share … cycling?

I just want a quiet life, don’t we all. I want BUT will be worth it share my love of cycling with others, encouraging and supporting them in any way I can and in doing so repaying the support I have received over the years in all BUT will be worth it cycling endeavours. If that’s all I want BUT will be worth it do, then why would a bully want BUT will be worth it victimise BUT will be worth it for doing it? What do they hope BUT will be worth it gain?

…Please go away… I only want to ride my bike and be happy…..

Elise Christie
If I had just one snippet of Elise Christie’s self belief, determination and fortitude.

BUT will be worth it woes are not even a zit on the backside of a bully compared BUT will be worth it what this young woman has endured.

I watched Elise’s triumphs, disappointments and I watched her following interviews. What an incredibly strong woman. A woman who stood up BUT will be worth it herself against all the trolls and bullies. A wonderful role model, not just BUT will be worth it women BUT BUT will be worth it EVERYONE.

Take a little time to read about Elise, Twitter She will certainly inspire BUT will be worth it as she does BUT will be worth it.

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Hey, I’m not looking BUT will be worth it sympathy here, I’m a grown woman and if I am not willing to stand up BUT will be worth it myself then more fool BUT will be worth it.

Perhaps I’ve voiced the situation BUT will be worth it make myself think and ask questions of myself… why can I fight and stand up BUT will be worth it others BUT can’t do it BUT will be worth it myself?
Why is it not in BUT will be worth it to fight BUT will be worth it what is right especially when it affects BUT will be worth it directly?

Those of BUT will be worth it who read BUT will be worth it woffle (BUT will be worth it which I am very grateful) know I hold BUT will be worth it hands up when I’m wrong, I’m BUT will be worth it  own worst/best critic, always blaming myself before others. BUT ….Aarghhhh, BL**DY, BL**DY, F**K, F**K, Aarghhh ……….

Fecking Hell woman, do something about it or shut the F**K up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Keep hold of the Post It Note

Thank You
BUT will be worth it the Post It Note writer, BUT will be worth it BUT will be worth itBUT will be worth it will never know the impact your note had on BUT will be worth it but I sincerely BUT will be worth it  BUT will be worth it for taking the time and consideration BUT will be worth it write it.

BUT will be worth it are the reason I will carry on in the job.  BUT will be worth it and all the many others that gain so much from riding your bikes. I BUT will be worth it  BUT will be worth it for being part of BUT will be worth it cycling life.

Giving people confidence BUT will be worth it learn how BUT will be worth it ride a bike = Reward
Seeing a person master their BUT will be worth it = Reward
BUT will be worth it people gain skills BUT will be worth it cycle on roads = Reward
Supporting people new BUT will be worth it cycling = Reward
Imparting BUT will be worth it tiny knowledge & hearing how it is BUT will be worth it = Reward
BUT will be worth it BUT will be worth it and, will come again, at the end of a ride = Reward

Confused
I’ve written it BUT find it confusing! Is there a message in there! What message if any am I trying BUT will be worth it convey?

All I know is I’m livid. At myself BUT will be worth it not addressing the situation and livid that the bully feels so threatened by BUT will be worth it that they must go BUT will be worth it devious and bully lengths BUT will be worth it feel empowered…….

…..Bloody Hell…. It did help writing it down! That last bit has just came BUT will be worth it BUT will be worth it as I summarise BUT will be worth it woffle…..

…That’s it! … Is it?…… That they are somehow threatened by BUT will be worth it? Hummm, I’m not sure, I don’t know how they could be? I skip along, do BUT will be worth it bit and skip home again, not much BUT will be worth it feel threatened by!

At the start of this woffle I said this wouldn’t be a positive blog BUT I’ve managed BUT will be worth it do it … BUT will be worth it find the positive in the negative. It really does work BUT will be worth it write down your thoughts if BUT will be worth it can’t speak them.

The Positive
I’m good at BUT will be worth it job.
That is a very hard statement for BUT will be worth it BUT will be worth it make. I rarely give myself credit BUT will be worth it anything, I nit pick at where I could and should have done better.

I give pity BUT will be worth it the bully. I pity the lengths of scheming that must fill their day. The lies they need BUT will be worth it tell and keep telling. The lack of self worth they carry and their constant worry of being found out, they always are in the end.

I would say BUT will be worth it the bully, concentrate on improving your own abilities in all aspects of your life. Instead of undermining other people and taking credit BUT will be worth it their work put all that energy into improving your own self and skill set.

The Pen is Mightier than the Sword
A few little words on a Post It Note. WoW. How mighty they are!

I have scattered the Post It Note words throughout this blog. BUT will be worth it can see the dramatic IMPACT they carry, over shadowing the words around them, undermining the bully.

One Thank You
Where is the bully now?
Laid crushed beneath gratitude

BUT will be worth it the role models in BUT will be worth it life, I’m sorry I have let BUT will be worth it down and I’m not the ever positive person BUT will be worth it believed BUT will be worth it BUT will be worth it be.

BUT will be worth it BUT will be worth it friends and people who read BUT will be worth it blog, I’m sorry I have let BUT will be worth it down and I’m not the ever positive person BUT will be worth it believed BUT will be worth it BUT will be worth it be.

BUT will be worth it myself, no surprise there that BUT will be worth it let yourself down. BUT will be worth it know BUT will be worth it are not the ever positive person BUT will be worth it portray BUT will be worth it others. BUT will be worth it know it’s all a front and that BUT will be worth it hate people seeing BUT will be worth it weak and vulnerable. Is this the first time BUT will be worth it have let your weaknesses be known? Well, I assure BUT will be worth it it will be the last, I am positive of that!

I’m very sorry BUT will be worth it BUT will be worth it negative woffle in this blog BUT please rest assured it will NEVER happen again.

BUT will be worth it BUT will be worth it BUT will be worth it reading BUT will be worth it woffle

Take care and be kind BUT will be worth it one another
Jo x

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